Curvalicious conflicts...

I've had something on my mind lately....

Size and body shape has always been an internal conflict for me as a model. As a pin up model, the genre embraces full figures and curves, however the general modeling industry doesn't. I have gained some weight since I first began modeling, and I've received mixed reactions to this. Some people love the new bootylicious me ... some think I look overweight and unfit. With people telling me two different things, it is harder to further my modeling career.

Which "look" to do go for? Should I choose how I feel most comfortable or should I make sacrifices for my career and look the way the want me to? Do I look the way men want me to or do I look the way photographers want me to? It's a hard decision and working on a woman's body is hard enough. I could only wish people weren't as superficial as they truly are. Unfortunately, relationships begin from a physical attraction. And in the modeling industry, your jobs are based on your looks. Which is most important, the career or the love life?

It's sad to know that no matter how amazing your personality, you do judge a book by its cover.

Hugs and Punks,
A slightly sadder Sin